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English ä 4 Summary #1 kindle bestselling book diaries and journalsI’d fallen tragically in love with a man who was always just out of reach I knew two things for certain Levi was the man I could never live with Grant was the man I could never live without Grant was a rare gentleman intelligent and gorgeous; a man every woman desired Every cell in my body was telling me that he was my happily ever after I was stuck in a marriage of mediocrity I ached for red silk romance and carry me away passion but not with my husband I craved Him Living without him was cruel a. 5 riveting STARS I ached for red silk romance and carry me away passion and I ached for it with nobody else but him He was a breed of charming I couldn t resist I just read the most beautiful and uniue story Colour me surprised but this book was one of my absolute favourite reads in a long time uite possibly the last few years And it s non fiction a memoir Everything is real and it just makes it all so much wonderful I laughed I was heart broken I got angry and I wanted to scream and I cried tears of joy Stunning book about a woman who had an affair and the conseuences that came with it Affairytale was a gamble for me CJ English is a first time author and she very kindly asked me to review her book We all know how that doesn t always pan out but this time around I got a complete win I actually feel like buying copies and giving them to my friends and most definitely my mumI know she would devour this if it ever came out in my mother tongue I was completely hooked from the first page and if I hadn t been forced to stop by my health I wouldn t have put it down for a second And it s all real As mentioned above Affairytale is a memoir I just want to stress it again since I myself didn t get it at first glance And I did a little research Everything depicted here happened so in real life CJ kept a journal all through her twenties and now she keeps one together with her husband That s how she can go into such detail and can dazzle us with her incredibly well written life story If all marriages are unhappy and take work then mine was no different I stayed because I was foolish enough to believe those things were true Do you believe in love Do you believe in the ONE true loveCJ was looking for it just as most of us do and she found it when she least expected it after already being married to the wrong man Affairytale depicts her life over the span of than ten years She gives us a very detailed look into her life her life decisions her relationships and how she found her true love and became unfaithful to her husband at the same time It is really hard to summarize the book without giving it all away so that is all you are going to get from meI normally would judge a character on how he or she appeared on a page but I really can t do that with a real life person Who am I to do that You just have to take this as it is CJ tells you her story and if you want to be judgemental you better read another book She shares her reasons hopes and fears She is a real human being not some some made up caricature She has flaws and follies and not to mention a crazy hair every once in a while But what is essential to this book is the relationship and love between Grant and CJ oh and what a great tale it is I really believe everyone should meet them and fall in love with their love story And bonus Grant and CJ are on the actual cover if you are interested to know I wanted that I wanted to find someone who belonged with me like the stars belonged with the sky Someone I could get lost in who would make me forget about reality for a while who would adore me second to none For those of you who would ask how one could ever read a book written by a cheater about cheating I completely understand Cheating is a delicate issue for me as well I have been cheated on and even though I m in a very happy relationship and engaged now I still get angry beyond measure just thinking about what my ex did And then there is the nagging feeling that you are just not enough It just never ever leaves you It happened once and you kind of expect it to happen again Nothing I can do about that So yeah hot topic all around But that being said reading Affairytale the whole cheating thing is kind of sexy as a romance trope if you let out the real life But then you are reminded that this is actually a memoir and let me tell you what you read is brutally honest and also completely understandable And the dilemma begins anew It was a bit of a mindfck in that regard I was rooting for the cheater but I hated it at the same time It being the cheating and in no way the bookI think what made it right for me were two things CJ struggle to do right by her daughter her husband and her family and friends I could really feel her pain and the weight she carried around all those years It s not an easy read and it shouldn t be And the second thing is the end result There just was no other ending possible Being faithful or not I don t know what to saytrue love on the other handwho could deny that I dare you to fight it Seriously At times painfully honest incredibly brave and unbelievably heart breaking to read Goes right up on my best of 2015 reads Thanks CJ for sharing your story with us You made me fall in love with being in love ARC very kindly provided by the author in exchange for an honest review When I Lost You tragically in love with a man who was always just out of reach I knew Before I let you go two Fetița care se juca de a Dumnezeu things for certain Levi was The 8-Hour Sleep Paradox: How We Are Sleeping Our Way to Fatigue, Disease and Unhappiness the man I could never live with Grant was DTP a předtisková příprava the man I could never live without Grant was a rare gentleman intelligent and gorgeous; a man every woman desired Every cell in my body was Aahe manohar tari telling me De la nourriture pranique à la plénitude du vide that he was my happily ever after I was stuck in a marriage of mediocrity I ached for red silk romance and carry me away passion but not with my husband I craved Him Living without him was cruel a. 5 riveting STARS I ached for red silk romance and carry me away passion and I ached for it with nobody else but him He was a breed of charming I couldn Bristol Traction t resist I just read A Mate To Match The Brides of Mordenne #1 the most beautiful and uniue story Colour me surprised but Stay Callie Rose #1 this book was one of my absolute favourite reads in a long The Lie Kings of Linwood Academy #2 time uite possibly How to Disappear Completely the last few years And it s non fiction a memoir Everything is real and it just makes it all so much wonderful I laughed I was heart broken I got angry and I wanted Hat Trick The Kicks #4 to scream and I cried Ten Rules of the Birthday Wish tears of joy Stunning book about a woman who had an affair and Code Talker A Novel About the Navajo Marines of World War Two the conseuences Every Breath that 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English ä 4 Summary SueBee Prepare to love it or hate it Affairytale will rip your heart out and make you hate the author so bad you’ll want to throw ither at the wall Or you will understand and root for love to win Not for readers under 18 not for readers who can’t stomach real life affairs and why they happen not for readers who send hate mail and not for readers who like to settle in and get comfortable This is a cringe worthy stomach wringing pain inducing true account of a real life affair that will leave you with no doubt that true love really does exist. 5 Consuming gripping yet Beautiful starsFirst of all I just want to say how awed I am by this author not only because this is her first book but because she has given us something special she s put her heart and soul into this book This isn t a fiction Novel it s AMemoir it s her life it s her experience its raw intense and had me gripped at the edge of my seat and reading at all hours to see where it was going and how frankly she became who she is today This is CJ and Grants story and although it is an Affair for me it didn t feel wrong nor much of an affair as I connected to both and saw CJ s struggles at the beginning it didn t phase me if your worried about Angst I really honesty don t think you need to worry here again just My point of view What s it aboutDon t when young want love we want to feel cherished savoured and loved We want to find that special person yet you can rush into something which isn t right because you want a family and you want to be happy sometimes those aspects make us miserable CJ was young and she wanted to find the one except she wanted to do what was right in turn she ended up with someone that took a lot of work again love isn t always easy it takes time and work and as a woman I think we can do what we think is right for the people around us therefore CJ settled with someone she wasn t necessarily in love with but just liked I sympathisedExcept as time went by she knew she wasn t happy This spans of a period of time where she fell for the man of her dreams and when she caught sight of Grant she knew he was meant to be hers Ultimately this is a story about how they met how they fell and how they became each others Forevers What I enjoyed and immersed myself in was how natural and real this story was how you can find something you find yourself in well it was like that for me It can t be easy to tell the world your secrets and how you felt through periods of hate resentment and heartbreak yet she did CJ poured her heart and soul into her life and shared it with us honestly I had tears with just that she really is a special lady for that Love shouldn t be hard though even though at times you have to work at it it shouldn t be hard that person is the person you call in the day that person is the person you reach out to when your down and that person is the one you should trust and let in 110% and CJ knew it wasn t right with her currant husband she knew she struggled and they she hoped for she hoped for a future she wanted love everyone should have that chance We don t want to be alone it s scary and it s not nice I can also sympathise with that it s a very lonely world when your husband is the one person you can t talk to and speak your honest mind Our loves should be the one person that pushes us to do what we want to do they should just support your decisions to become and be happy Grant was that for CJ this was their story and how that came about I can t express enough how inspiring both CJ and Grant are they inspired me to take courage and make things happen in our life if we so choose to It wasn t just a love story but a story about making the right choices and not to always do what she think is right The thing is doing what s right isn t always right for you that s something I ve learnt over time and this read made me love how courageous CJ was by doing what s right for her to do what made her happy and uench the choice she ran with Above all this was a delight to read it was heaven and it was joy I could connect to the author and her love and I could understand her she spoke to my heart on so many levels It was so normal and Real Her writing is so poetic honest and as a debut author it was detailed in the most easiest way possibleA little bit about meI m just going to express a little bit about me I think that most readers can relate to some aspect of this story the first few years of my marriage were hard and I laughed when CJ wanted to murder her husband I could see myself in that scenario at times Alls good now but it took a little time at the beginning I have come from a step family and my husband was married before I came along So I suppose for me I was able to connect on a deep level to the FairyTale that it was Love should be easy and this book was just that I applaud CJ for giving us her and Grant Give it a chance you won t regret it A big thank you to Allison for encouraging me to read it Want to 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Read & Download Affairytale Affairytale #1 Free download ß PDF, DOC, TXT or eBook ä C.J. English C.J. English ä 4 Summary Nd unusual punishment even for my wandering heart Finalist National Indie Excellence Awards 2016Finalist Readers Favorite Book Awards 2016Finalist Independent Author Network Book of the Year Awards 2016Finalist Beverly Hills Book Awards 2015“a story you only read once in a lifetime Her writing was unconditionally spell binding” Belgian Naughty Reader Book Blog Together they prove true love is worth waiting and fighting for Beaute' De Livres Book BlogWe found ourselves riveted Totally Booked Blog “mesmerizing breathtaking and spectacular”. 299 on AMZ this weekend only reg 499 61214 All Consuming Stars Photo credit Pinterest Affairytale CJ and Grant English photoshootAffairytale A Memoir was unlike any other reading experience I ve encountered EVER Let me preface my review with the fact that I have NEVER read a non fiction book I guess I always thought non fiction was autobiographies and I uite frankly could care less about famous people s self absorbed life stories I had no idea non fiction has love stories This is the life love story of a young woman named Charmaine nicknamed CJ her story to tell and nobody else s And what a beautiful one it wasAffairytale takes place in Minnesota and spans a timeframe of twelve years CJ is our narrator and we take a journey in her shoes one day at a time From those early days of first love with Levi the birth of her daughter Dani her marriage and her summers spent at the cabin by the lake with her family in Northern Minnesota It s during those summers that CJ begins a friendship with a handsome athletic guy named Grant English Grant fast becomes her brother s best friend and she s the third during all the fun times each and every summer Day by day week by week summer after summer her feelings grow from that of easy fun to a deep seated love and yearning for a man she can never have Affairytale is uite simply a love story of epic proportions It s about finding your one true love that is meant to be your soul mate thru every fiber of your being yet being bound to another It s the tug within your heart that reaches deep for that connection grasps it yet you just can t hang on because your heart has been promised to another even if your heart isn t 100% invested any It s about marrying a person you love the father of your child because it s the right thing to do but the relationship is far from perfectit s also the most selfless sacrifice to your happiness in this life I knew within 10% of this book that I was reading something special Affairytale is a very candid engrossing friends to lovers trope yet as I read along I kept thinking to myself This story is real and this is their love story They re living and breathing and Ms English has ripped open her chest and poured out her heart for me and all the world to see Because of this I couldn t help but personally reach out to CJ Via emails and messages I connected wholeheartedly to her as a person on page and in real life telling her that it was surreal for me to actually chat with one of my book heroines The book is so personal and she is so like able it just added to my reading experience tenfold CJ English has a writing style I don t see too often Her prose is poetic detailed and almost lyrical It is amazing to me that this is a debut novel for a woman that started out writing a dietexercise book and ended up telling her and Grant s love story Because the writing was so beautiful and the story so touching I found myself reading at a snail s pace my heart pounding closing out the world around me just to live within the pages of this book This isn t a book for her to claim to be a victim It s not vindictive She highlights her mistakes her flaws her feelings turmoil and eventual happiness to finally connect with her one true love I ve never dealt with most of the things she s endured but I did find myself comparing my marriage to some of the things I too encountered in those early years together we fought dirty Thank goodness for gradual maturity But I guess that made it even relatable to me Let me approach the elephant in the room This is not a book about cheating I know the title is a cute pun on the word affair but it s really not the focus at all It s their fairytale romance come to life Yes there s cheating I know that s a hard limit for many and I respect that wholeheartedly Let me also say this is not smut and the way that it s written with the years upon years apart fighting their inner feelings not even admitting to each other how they felt I found myself uietly rooting for CJ and Grant It s almost impossible to truly put yourself in her shoes and NOT root for happiness for all including Levi Nobody is at fault Nobody is innocent Everyone is imperfect and this is not a book about pointing fingers and she and Grant just hopping into the sack It s a slow build of epic proportionsyears in fact and the emotional side of the affair outweighs anything physical But the eventual physical sideview spoiler the actual intercourse occurs AFTER her separation from Levi and it hide spoiler

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  • Affairytale Affairytale #1
  • C.J. English
  • English
  • 08 May 2018
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